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Saturday, 24 December 2011

Xmas Issues.

Mana hang tak kena sound, hang siap 'i wish blablabla for this Chrismast'. Wish kat kawan kawan sudah la. Tu pon ada yg cakap tak boleh kan. Idk. Aku niat nak wish kat depa yg celebrate ja la, tak dak la over kan.

Sunday, 18 December 2011

Its my duty.

She's my sister. Its my responsibility to take care of her, to guide her. So its not aku suka menyibuk ka apa. I dont want her to make the same mistake like I did, so, Im sorry kay. I know people would say that aku mennyibuk la, suka kacau dia la, actually its more than that. I told her. Its for her own good. Aku kena tunjuk contoh yg baik depan dia, jaga dia, tengok apa dia buat, make sure dia tak buat benda pelik, sebab tu mana dia ada aku ada. Dia sebenarnya innocent, taktau apa apa. For those yang faham, thank you, you're the best. Sapa yang tak paham paham lagi tu, FUCK OFF.

Thursday, 15 December 2011

Ohhh yeahhhhhh!

Guess what? Aku pass ujian komputer tu. Hahaha. Bukan sebab excited nak amik lesen, sebab kalau tak pass bapak bising suruh amik sampai pass. Tak mau aku -..-

Tuesday, 13 December 2011

Monday, 12 December 2011

The ugly truth.

Its hard to forget someone you love just like that. You know I love you kan? So jangan la buat teruk. You should'n be jealous of him. He's not my type. Well, I have to admit that he's cute and handsome and hot and gorgeous beautiful pretty sexyy. Hahahaha. Tapi aku tak suka dia laaaaaaa! Plus, he didnt seem very interested in me. And he's in a relationship. Ugh!

Lawak ja la. Aku tak suka dia pon. Jangan la merajuk lama lama.

I miss you princess :'(


Bila masa pulak aku sangkal pendapat ulama ni? Salah ke aku cakap kita buat ibadah kena ikhlas? Termasuk la menutup aurat? Salah cakap salah, jgn bg aku confused. Aku pon budak baru belajar lagi.

Sunday, 11 December 2011

I got my Sundays back!

Oh yeahhhh,yesterday was the last day of class. No more class on Sundays. Yippie! Am gonna miss you guys. I

We were dead bored.

Look at us. We look so cute together right? School holidays boring gila. Haihhhhh.

Seventeen :)

Hi, my name is Iman McCartney *lame ineed a new name, and IM SEVENTEEN yo. Hahaha. I feel so, seventeen. Hahaha. Lol. Being a seventeen year old is so cool, boleh amik lesen, buli junior kat sekolah. Who cares about SPM? Booooo.

Wait, I forgot about my mum. She cares about SPM, More than I do.

Thursday, 8 December 2011

That's the real deal.

Ugh! So its all about beauty, isnt it? I thought the true beauty is on the inside.
Nobody wants you if you're ugly.

Not again!

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So we broke up, AGAIN. And my dad always knows how to pujuk him. So no worries. Lol. Sapa yang bercinta ni? Haha. Nvm, they look so cute together.

Wednesday, 7 December 2011

Cheer me up!

Im feeling so down right now. Ughhh! Jealous gila tengok orang ramai kawan, so everytime when they feel like talking to someone mesti ada ja orng akan dengar. Yeah, I'm FRIENDLESS. Yeah, I'm such an enormous loser. I don have real friends. They dumped me. Like I care. But sometimes it feels good when theres always somebody to hang out with. Nvm, i still have adik *bila dia tak bbm dgn shuk la kan and fyzal *hes actually a good listener bila dia tak merajuk. Oh ya, sekarang Fyzal merajuk sebab dia kata aku suka kat kawan handsome dia. Holy macaroni Semua laki aku suka kan -.-'

Bff? Bullshit.

Friday, 2 December 2011


Awesome. That night was awesome. It was my sister's birthdayy so we hang out at gurney. It supposed to be a party. A SURPRISE PARTY. But guess what? My mum accidentally told my sister about it, dengan detail sekali like the venue and everything. Hahaha. So we cancelled the party. Plus ramai yang tak dak. And yang p pon 7 orang. Including my sister's boyfie and his sister, they came here all the way from kl :) Sweet right? Then tengok twilight, i hate myself aku tak suka twilight tapi tengok breaking dawn terus suka. fuck. Hahah. Then kami p REDBOX. First time masuk karoke, yes. IM A LOSER. It wasnt that bad,  but aku tertidur. Haha. Ni time siang. Time malam tu LAGI BEST. OHMYGOD. We sneaked out from feesya's apartment ikut longkang. And time tu hujan. Hahahhaha. Bodoh. I love you guys.

I have a fickle heart?


Wednesday, 16 November 2011

I love you princess.

Dear princess,

Aku sayang hang walaupun hang tak reti pujuk aku, tak lap air mata aku bila aku nangis, chat dengan ramai perempuan, Skype dengan perempuan lain, suka merajuk. Dah la suka merajuk, thats why i call him princess. I love you sayang. Tadi dok buat tak mau cakap sangat. Pastu bila orang masuk bilik, dia jerit kat bapak,'Pakcik panggil Iman, Fyzal rindu dia'. Theheheh. Comel la. Pastu tadi dia tarik telinga aku sampai bengkak sebab aku gtau dia aku tau hack Facebook orang. Hahahahah. Tau takut. Kalut nak suruh orang ajar. Fyzal comel.

I love you sayang.

Wednesday, 9 November 2011

Take that loser.

Its 5.13am now. Yeahhh, Im still awake! So tadi dok online. And ada orang tanya. Tengah buat apa? Aku jawab 'skydiving'. Hahahahahha. Then tau dia kata apa? 'Gila'. Wtf? Hang la gila dah tau aku online tanya lagi. Bengong.

Tuesday, 8 November 2011

I dont wanna wake up!

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Semalam aku mimpi dia. Wahhhh, best gila. Dalam mimpi tu, dia sembang dengan aku. And he called my name. Oh my god, he said my name. My name was said by him. Hmmmm, did anyone say my name?Oh wait, he did! Muahahahahaha. I tried to archived this moment in my mind so that I can replay it for the rest of my life, like the next time Addmaths class get particularly boring, or when my Physics teacher explain something on the whiteboard *everytime she explains something on the board everyone started to yawn. tapi aku selalu tak menguap dah, tido terus.

But it was just a dream. In reality-the way life really is, not the way it may appear to be or how I would like it to be, we only meet each other once a year and the last time we had a real conversation was years ago.

Aku bangun time azan Zohor tadi -_-'

Sunday, 6 November 2011

Its me :)

I dont have real friends.
Im too skinny to be a real teenager so I probably die sooner than you guys.
I failed Addmaths and Chemistry.
I dont smoke.
Hmmm, what else?
Yeahhh, I ran away from home once.


I really need a friend.

This isnt a conspiracy. Face it. She doesnt need you anymore, Iman. Wake up!

Gossip Girl.

Blair: Just because you're dressed poorly doesn't mean you're not Chuck Bass.
Chuck: Why would I want to be him?
Blair: You should have told me you got shot.
Chuck: I'm surprised you didn't shoot me yourself.
Blair: I have. Many times. In my dreams. The good ones. But if you were really hurt I'd want to know.
Chuck: When I woke up my ID was gone. Nobody knew who I was, nobody was coming to look for me. I realized I might be alive but Chuck Bass doesn't have to be.
Blair: Changing your name doesn't change who you are.
Chuck: It's a good start. A chance to live simply, earn people's respect. Maybe become a person someone could love.
Blair: Someone did love you. And... you owe it to her and everyone else you're leaving behind not to run away. Which is what you're doing. And I don't think that great man you're talking about wanting to be is a coward. I think he would face up to what he did.
Chuck: I destroyed the only thing I ever loved.

Saturday, 5 November 2011


Birthday aku tak mau wish macam tu plak. Sedih gila :'(

Stupid school trip.

It wasnt my idea in the first place. It was Afeesya's. Dah plan macam macam idea gila like sneak out from our hotel, jumpa fyzal ejat and shuk. Keluar lepak malam malam since susah la nak p KL especially dengan kawan. Selalu p KL lepak dengan sepupu sepupu ja-boring. So I thought it wasnt a bad idea. Aku selalu jugak p KL but this time I thought it was gonna be fun you know, with Afeesya, Fyzal, Ejat, Shuk, adik *of course -___-'. but then Afeesya kena chicken pox. bad luck. poor girl. Kesian dia. But still i thought I could make it without her. I still got adik with me. You know what? I was wrongggg. Time on the way nak p Melaka tu, baru first stop kat perhentian mana ntah, dah kena tegur. dia kata baju aku seksi. I was wearing tshirt, and tshirt tu tak ketat pon, in fact t shirt tu besar. I was like 'what the fuck?'. Whatever. And wanna know the best part of our trip? Yeahhhh. Homestay aku nak kena pecah masuk. Gila. First tu aku tengah lepak dalam bilik dengan adik and Zalikha, then one of my friend frantically gtau aku yang ada laki nak masuk rumah tu sebab depa lupa nak lock pintu. Stupid right? there were 11 girls in the house and not even one of them, I mean us did not bother to lock the door. But even we locked up the door depa still dok kacau. try nak bukak pintu and mangga tu. That was the part when I got really scared. Aku suruh Zalikha dengan Erni pegang kayu, dok tepi pintu so that if depa masuk depa bagi ja dengan kayu. Aku suruh yang lain masuk bilik. Well, i couldnt think of any thing else so we just stick to that plan. Semua panik. takut gila. takut depa masuk nak rompak ke rogol ka. Aku suruh Intan call cikgu. Guess what? Cikgu ingat kami main main and suruh kunci pintu and masuk tidur. i was like ' wtf i got two girls with kayu here and hang kata kami main main'. And dia tak bagi call police.  Benda ni jadi lama jugak. Tiga kali kami call cikgu and you know what, she did not show up, not even once. Dia tak call balik pon tanya semua okay ka tak.  Orang yang nak pecah masuk tu India, lima orang* thats what my girls told me. But tak samapi lime orang kot.Gila. Tapi tak tau kenapa, dia tak boleh masuk. Sedang kan ja nak masuk, pintu pon bukan nya kuat mana pon. Maybe sebab tuhan nak tolong. And earlier that night cikgu bawak kami pegi naik river cruis. Bus tu betul betul berhenti dekat tempat pelacur. And I could tell that it wasnt a safe area, with the prostitudes, and dekat gerai berhampiran banyak laki yang muka macam penagih dadah. Cikgu just biar kami jalan sendiri ja. kat KL lain cerita pulak. Malas nak taip. Menyesal ikot school trip ni sebab nak skip kelas addmath!


Friday, 28 October 2011

You'll be okay :)

I know you'll be okay. I dont know what happened but you'll be fine. Kita dah tak rapat and macam total stranger pon ada but aku tau ramai orang yang amik berat pasal hang.

What do you think? :)

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Thursday, 27 October 2011

Sometimes I can be very mean :)

Dear *you-dont-know-who,

Gambar-gambar hang semua ada kat kami *you know which one :) So, watch out! Dont piss us off cause you dont wanna know what we gonna do with those pictures. And dont ever think to bahan us again or treat us like we dont know anything okayy. I mean come on, we're not kids anymore. Muahahahahahaah Iman can be very meann. Bila aku reveal gambar tu baru hang tau that we're not as innocent as you think and you can simply mess up with us. Yes. we are growing up but we're not STUPID. Kan adik? :)

If you mess up with the bull, you'll get the horn.

Ohh yeahh, wanna mess with the kids? We're gonna screw you up!

P/s Clubbing is one thing, minum arak? Wow! Impressive okay ;)

Be a man.

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I just want you to protect me, you know. I didn't feel protected at all. Be a man, Fyzal. Aku rasa aku accident depan mata hang pon hang tak kan tolong punya. Setakat nak tolong backing aku pon susah. So girls, look for a guy that you can rely on and you're sure that he'll do anything for you.

P/s I still love him </3

Wednesday, 26 October 2011

He's right.

[1:29:32 AM] hafizal basharuddin: kalau kau buruk so sedar
 [1:29:12 AM] hafizal basharuddin: hang nie mmg
tak sedar diri
[1:25:32 AM] hafizal basharuddin: tgk cermin dulu
[1:25:37 AM] hafizal basharuddin: kalau elok tape
[2:42:34 AM] hafizal basharuddin: lantak kau la
[2:42:36 AM] hafizal basharuddin: muka kau

Bila Hafizal Basharuddin pon kata macam tu, apa lagi orang lain. Aku pon tak suka jadi buruk. Kawan dia gelak kat aku pasal aku buruk pon dia tak marah kawan dia. Sebab dia gelak sekali dengan depa. Hmmmm. Boyfriend tak boleh harap, kawan tak boleh harap. Habis nak buat apa?

Bunuh diri? Nanti orang tak ingat dah yang mana satu Iman Si Buruk tu.

R.I.P Nur Iman :)

It's OVER?

I asked Fyzal about us. He just looked away. Okay, I know I've changed, a lot. Semua cakap macam tu. Tapi in a good way kan. Wake up people! Aku tak guna hp, aku deactive Facebook *then active balik, hahah, no point, start sembahyang penuh. See? At least I'm trying. Aku rasa sekarang aku dah matang sikit kot. Cuba kurangkan perangai kebudak budakan. Fyzal just dont get it. Dia nak aku layan dia 24 jam. Sekarang aku tak suka la nak bercinta gila gila. Bercinta teruk teruk pon aku rasa tak dak point, right? So its better bersederhana tapi kekal.

Gosh, I felt like beating him up in front of everyone.

This is me when I'm happy.

Orang cakap aku susah nak senyum, muka asyik serious ja. So, this is me when I'm happy. I wasnt happy. I was hyper. Hahaha. Ni time kami photoshoot kat Penang Turf Club. Aku photographer so gambar tak banyak *of course la. Kalau nak tengok gambar photoshoot tu view profile Zur Afeesya
Aku tak dak la gila photography ka apa kan. Dulu la. Sekarang... Idk. Boring ja. Well, people can change.

One word to describe today 'awesome'.

Monday, 24 October 2011


Oh, this is me *after the plastic surgery, of course in my Valentino's wedding dress.
My bridesmaids will be adik*time tu dah kurus, Feesya, Nad and Kim Kardashian.

You're STUGLY.

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STUGLY stands for stupid and ugly. Yeahh I'm talking about school holidays. Macam biasa bangun pukul 12 mandi pukul 2 breakfast pukul 3 tengok Oprah *yeahh I know Oprah's for loser. Pastu tadi Afeesya call ajak sambut Deepavali. Gelak sat 3 minit. Then nganga sampai tertidur balik. Hahaha. Im so Rebecca Black. ROLF. Cuti sekolah boring! Asyik asyik lepak dengan adik. Ugh! I think thats all for today fans *haha. Nak sambung discussion dengan adik balik pasal apa nak beli kalau tiba tiba jumpa duit RM 1000 tepi jalan.
Dia nak bagi seratus ja kat aku. Mr Crab!!

Oh by the way, ada orang tanya aku 'Who's ROLF?'

Saturday, 22 October 2011

I have a huge crush on this guy.

He's so cute.
But I found out that he's GAY.
Argh! Nvm. I still like him :)

Im not desperate, Im just having fun :)
'Every happy women has at least one ex behind them'.

Shit! Aku tak dak satu pon!

Queensbay Mall sucks!

I used to call that place HEAVEN, but now segala setan semua ada. Borders is no longer a place to read books but a place for lovers to date and melepak *dulu aku pon melepak jugak since kena halau serik dah but at least aku baca and beli buku okay, Coffee Bean is now a place to smoke instead of a coffee shop, semak otak aku tengok Coffee Bean. But you see, I've choice since Queensbay is the nearest mall.


Thursday, 20 October 2011

Rolling on the floor laughing.

Hahahahaha, I laughed so hard that I got hiccups. Bukan tu ja, perut aku sampai sakit sakit. Adik buat lawak. Hahaha. Dia humming lagu high school musical *im not sure which one. It was hilarious cause she was humming that song through her lubang hidung. And she sounded like orang sengau tengah nyanyi. Then she started making the piggy sound. Hahaaha. Bongok. And I was like 'Shukry Said, Shukry Said, hang mai tutup mulut dia ni sat' cause I couldnt stop laughing.
And tadi kami view profile minah ni, my sister's former friend. That girl is such an ass. Adik got so annoyed, Guess what she did? Dia p jentik screen laptop kat muka dia tu. HAHAHAHAHAAH. Madness!

Haihh, she's so cute :)

Forget about the past.

I chose not to remember about what I did to em, to myself. Im growing up, and being a teenager is never easy. I made a mistake. And its not gonna happen again.

I cant forgive myself for being awfully stupid.
 Sorry, N.

Saturday, 15 October 2011

Friends ask why you're crying,
already have the shovel ready to bury the loser that made you cry.

My worst nightmare.

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Ughhh! I feel like listening to Gloomy Sunday *comitting suicide. Lol. I had a DREAM last night about them being together *im talking about girls right now. Mereka berbaik baik and nak jatuhkan aku. What the hell? I mean, please, even if you hated me so much, please dont do something like that okayyy. This is weird but selalunya kalau aku mimpi mesti esok mesti benda  tu akan jadi. Sounds weird right? But its trueeee! And speaking about dreams, my mum found out about me and fyzal sebab malam tu aku mengigau sebut nama Fyzal. Hahahha. Funnehh.

Okay, it was just a dream. Lol.

Friday, 14 October 2011

My angels.

My sister and Afeesya.
This morning my sister told me that last night aku mengigau sebut 'Afeesya, afeesya afeesya'.
Dont get me wrong. IM NOT A LESBIAN. lol.
It was a NIGHTMARE. Trust me. Afeesya jadi hantu kot.
This photo was taken last year by me.

Not gonna happen again.

Apa hampa nak jawab bila orang bukan Islam tanya hampa macam ni, 'Kenapa dia pakai tudung, hang tak pakai? Saya keliru'. Bukan budak budak tapi orang dewasa tanya sebab nak kepastian. As a sixteen year old girl yang ilmu agama pon ntah apa apa ni, aku just jawab 'Its not a must'. I didnt know what else to say, its just too long and complicated. COMPLICATED. Thats the word. Malu malu malu. Berdosa ka aku jawab macam tu? And sorang budak Cina ni pernah tanya 'kenapa orang Islam tak makan babi'. And she was like 'pork taste better than chicken you know, i felt pity for the muslims'. In a very sarcastic way. Tapi takkan nak cakap 'daging babi tu banyak kuman and whatsoever la bodoh'. Hmmmm.  Its not gonna happen again in the future.

Im so proud of myself.

Im so proud of myself :)

Saturday, 8 October 2011

This one for Afeesya.

Menakutkan -____-' And benda ni also known as Rib sticks.
Just becareful okayyy :)

Super Sunday!

Super in a bad way, of course. Wanna know why? Yeahhh, sebab esok exam. But I think its gonna be okay cause esok Bahasa Malaysia :D
Wednesday- I dont wanna know.
Chemistry and Addmaths.


Up to you :)

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Yeahhh, its up to you. Im not forcing you or whatsoever. I've done my part though. And I WASNT PRETENDING. Maybe I was being melodramatic, emosional *apa apa ja la. Kadang kadang apa yang kita buat kita tak sedar benda tu sakitkan hati orang. Aku pon macam tu, maybe hang pon ada buat macam tu?  Maybe bukan kita ja, semua orang. Fyzal cakap 'aku suka bela kawan especially hang' and hang cakap *aku lupa status hang. Im not defending myself. Or pressure hang SEBAB AKU TAU HANG TAKKAN BACA PON POST 'Im sorry' tu. Aku okay ja tak tak fair la kan  :D

 Nvm. Lets just forget about it.

Friday, 7 October 2011

Over sangat?

I dont know. Rasa lega lepas mintak maaf. Bagitau benda betul, buang ego jauh jauh and mintak maaf. Simple :) Aku tak mau gaduh dengan orang dah. Serik serik. Ada ja masalah. Hidup dalam dosa ja aku ni. So, from now on, no more Facebook*bawak masalah ja, no more handphones.

Wish me luck :) 

Thursday, 6 October 2011

Who you dicks tryna kid?

I would never do nothing to let you cowards fuck my world up.


Exams is just around the corner.

I dont wanna think about ADDMATHS, CHEMISTRY and PHYSICS. I just cant stop vomitting whenever I think about it. But I love Biology. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Being a Science stream student is never easy y'know. Im still confuse about what am I gonna be in the future. Like my mum told me,'It doesnt matter what do you want to be in the future, study first then you decide'. Yeahhh, something like that. Haihhh.


Tuesday, 4 October 2011

Im confused.

Dah la ada masalah dengan sorang. Suddenly, lagi sorang. I just love both of them. Ugh! Am I being so emotional? I DONT KNOW. Hey, I just know whenever you're lying.

Monday, 3 October 2011

School was awesome :D

Baru hari ni rasa sekolah macam best. Before this school was like macam bodoh and boring gila but today everything was okay, not bad. Maybe because we've moved to Bilik masakan which is nearer to the canteen. Haha. They're using my class for PMR *kinda sad though cause thats the only place in school I can sleep dengan nyenyak. Lol. Cant sleep in bilik masakan with the tong gas around me -,- but kinda cool :D
So since we've been placed in bilik masakan, we're gonna make our lunch tmr. Hahah. Vegetarian mee goreng sounds delicious. Yummmyyy :)

Sunday, 2 October 2011

The not-so-perfect couple.

We're insane, we do crazy things but we love each other. Depa kata kita tak padan. Cause youre HANDSOME *jangan nak perasan and Im ugly. Depa la yang kata kan. Thanks bitch, your opinion is neither required nor desired. 

Whatever it is, you rockk b \m/

Thursday, 29 September 2011

My lips are BLACK.

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Weirdest people -,-

photography IconsI dont know what to call em but they are the most annoying people on earth. These girls are so crazy about cameras. Theres nothing wrong with that as I love cameras too especially DSLRs. Everyone love DSLR kan? But these girls are like too much. They wanted it so much cause they think these cameras represent status. Like, sapa ada camera tu hot la and loaded. Ohh come on. Open your eyes la bitches. Grrrr. Trust me. You dont wanna know them.

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Budak perasan hot.
Hahahahaha. They're not that....errrr.....BEAUTIFUL? I usually described them as BEAUTY WITHOUT BRAIN. Its not that they're stupid, they just dont know how to use their brains, hahaha *im not saying im perfect but you can say that :) Semua berebut nak jadi model -.- Of course la the hot guys from the COOL KIDS * i called those spoiled brats as cool kids, hahaha, of course they're not but they're kinda cute, i dont mind dating one of them though BUT I STILL HATE EM lol suka kat you all, they just adore your BOOBS    asshole. They are like chasing the guys with the DSLRs so that they can make em one of the hottest chick kat Gurneyyy. Ha, tu baru betuii. Hahahahha.

Whatever la. Just be yourself. No doubt that evryone wanna be famous kan but its not worth it.

Hey, I miss you.

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The awful truth is, I miss you. Our relationship isnt going very well at the moment. I miss the OLD you. But I just know that you will never be the guy you used to be. I wished I knew the reason. Oh yeahhh, I STILL BLAME YOU ;)

Saturday, 24 September 2011

You're such a coward.

Hahahaha, dont tell me that youre scared. If youre not so why did you delete all your I-DONT-KNOW-ANYTHING posts? You trash talked about me and you refuse to admit that the person you were talking about was actually me and all the while you were pretending that it wasnt me. So youre not just a COWARD but youre a TOTAL BITCH, and its obvious that you're just jealous of me. Seriously, GET A LIFE asshole. But since you apologized, just forget about it okay? So the next time if youre bored or jobless or whatsoever just let me know okay. And and thanks for making me famous. Afterall, I did enjoy the attentions :D

Friday, 23 September 2011

Heartless Hafizal.

After I found out about him cheating on me, I was like 'not again'. But this time, worst. He wasnt cheating with a girl but 'A FEW GIRLS'. The girl actually admitted to me about him asking her to Skype with him. It is okay if a guy who is in a relationship Skyped with someone else? He's such a jerk. But its not easy to get over him just like that and move on.

Monday, 19 September 2011

Im still in love with my childhood crush.

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He's so FUCKING CUTE. I wanted to post his picture here but he's too cute *lol. Awwww, I dont know why but since we met the other day, I think I fell in love with him again.

So, I had a crush on this boy I grew up with from such an early age that I can't remember exactly when it began. He knew my family before I was even born, as he was a few years older than me. Four years to be exact. Im not sure what were my exact feelings for him at that time, I was too young though. Whatever. This guy is fucking hawtt.  He's so dreamyy, so sweet. Awww.  Too bad I was scared to talk to him. Well, Im pretty sure Im not his type. Whatever, KEEP ON DREAMING, Iman!
 He still doesnt know about my little *but huge crush :D


Monday, 12 September 2011

Sugar glider?

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Hey, are these creatures the one that you guys are so crazy about? Or did I got the wrong animal? Lol. They're kinda cute. But YUCKS! Obviously Im not an animal lover. I got a gold fish once but it ended up committing suicide by jumping out off the small pond inside my house. Haha.

When my head lolled against his shoulder....

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It was the sweetest moment ever. Trust me. Although most of the people around us might think its just a stupid puppy love *cause we are a bit retarded plus mental plus childish, but honestly he makes me feel Im not just a stupid Iman. Sometimes he makes me feel... beautiful? Maybe, just maybe it will not last forever. I mean only God knows whats gonna happen in the future but being with him is the most wonderful thing that have ever happen in my complicated life. The only BFF I've got that I know they will never betray me are him and adik. Well, I love Afeesya and Nad but Im scared. After Azzeera, Ruwaidah, Amira and Hidayah, I swear I dont wanna lose them too.

P/s Sorry I got the wrong picture :D

Sunday, 11 September 2011

I feel so....lonesome?

UGHHHHH! Im not gonna make this blog emo just like I did to the last one. But honestly, I do feel lonely. I dont really care about my classmates. After all, I did survive without any friends last year. I just need someone to cheer me up. Im feeling so downnnn right now, and my headache is getting worst. Ughh!

Cheer up Iman, you sulked too much though.

My euphoric mood could not last.

Everything was PERFECTLY FINE until Fyzal kept asking the same question over and over again. Its pretty annoying plus irritatting whenever he does that. Okay, just forget about that. There's this guy, okay lets just call him Mr E. I dont really know this guy. Yeah, we've met once or twice before. He's quite 'famous' here, I guess *he acts like 'omg im so hot'. I know right from the start he's  one of those guy who PERASAN HOT. I hated the way he looks at people, especially people like me*well Im just an ordinary girl without flawless baby skin, pretty long hair, sexy body with big fake boobies. Okay fine, WHATEVER. So just now, I read one of Fyzal's status at Facebook. So this Mr E commented one of Fyzal's status. He was being sarcastic about me going to British Council. He was like ' kaya gila, dia kaya gila -.- perghhh!'. I was like WHAT THE FUCK I DONT EVEN KNOW YOU. Fyzal's too naive to notice him being sarcastic about us. It was pretty obvious. Ughhh! Am I too sensittive? Hmmm. Maybe.

Saturday, 10 September 2011

My sweethearts.

This is me (in the middle) with HAFIZAL BASHARUDDIN *the caps lock is purposely on hahah and my lil sister. Hanging out with these two monkeys is the best thing to do whenever I feel bored. Or mad *cause I can shout or yell at them as much as I like cause they're heartless. Hahaha, nonono. Not to Fyzal cause heartlesss is not the best word to describe him. Softhearted, maybe. Yeahh, whatever is it, his heart melting smile will surely make my day. And adik, yeah this girl is COMPLETELY HEARTLESS and SUPER STINGY. But no matter how heartless or how cute they are, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH *blueakkk. They were always there with me through the ups and downs.

P/s Awwww he is so cute. And adik too * vomit!

Wednesday, 24 August 2011

Hey its me again.

Am I insane? Hahaha. Nope. Im completely normal. Well, I am NORMAL, am I? Lol. This is like my 10th blog? Well, who cares. So to my haters, keep hating me. This blog is like my top secret so I dont wanna anyone especially my SUPER FAT UGLY AND ANNOYING PLUS IRRITATING  schoolmates know bout this blog. But I'll make sure my super gorgeous Afeesya and MR CRAB *meet my sister will know bout this blog. My mum? Hell no. She'll go bananas if she found out about about my blog especially bout calling people BITCH of FAT PIGS or or POTATO HEAD? Hahha. Lol. So welcome to my world. Ohh, Its 9.20 pm already. Sweet dream people.

P/s You'll find out who is Hafizal in my next post *poyo ja :)